( she gets it. and whilst rowena knows that samuel isn't being honest to scare her away, what's a best friend for if not ride or die, she knows that for most it would be exactly that.
sorry, samuel, she's made of tougher stuff. and she understands a shitty backstory )
I'd have been concerned if you made a deal with a demon for them, but this wasn't your choosing nor your fault. It was done to you, for a terrible price. Which is exactly why you should be in control.
Which starts with ignoring what you were taught before. Your powers may have been given to you for that bastard but they're yours.
( she doesn't type and he's not here. she desperately hopes he isn't, but with samuel having a vision-- now she fears a connection, even if lucifer would never save her.
that's a spell for the morning )
You won't be required to even touch a demon, let alone its blood. I have better methods.
It's understandable, and acceptable to not want this. It was a part of your life you wish you could forget, or undo. This isn't the same, and you won't be alone, whether you embrace it or ignore it.
( rowena's already embraced it, but she embraced every part of who samuel was a long time ago. she understands a past, and a darker side, and she sees it, accepts it, knows what he can do, but ultimately knows what he chooses to do and is. she accepts the whole of him )
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Date: 2025-08-02 06:44 pm (UTC)sorry, samuel, she's made of tougher stuff. and she understands a shitty backstory )
I'd have been concerned if you made a deal with a demon for them, but this wasn't your choosing nor your fault. It was done to you, for a terrible price. Which is exactly why you should be in control.
Which starts with ignoring what you were taught before. Your powers may have been given to you for that bastard but they're yours.
( she doesn't type and he's not here. she desperately hopes he isn't, but with samuel having a vision-- now she fears a connection, even if lucifer would never save her.
that's a spell for the morning )
You won't be required to even touch a demon, let alone its blood. I have better methods.
It's understandable, and acceptable to not want this. It was a part of your life you wish you could forget, or undo. This isn't the same, and you won't be alone, whether you embrace it or ignore it.
( rowena's already embraced it, but she embraced every part of who samuel was a long time ago. she understands a past, and a darker side, and she sees it, accepts it, knows what he can do, but ultimately knows what he chooses to do and is. she accepts the whole of him )