[ Jack does as Sam says without any hesitation. He sits where he tells him to, he takes the water when it's handed to him. A lot has happened in the past few years and this is not the first time anyone has doubted his motivations or intentions. With power like his, he understands why everyone was concerned, and he doesn't blame them. But it still hurts him to feel back there again, when he worked so hard to prove himself.
But this Sam doesn't know about Mary. Jack is too afraid to tell him. Then they'll both reject him and he'll hide with Rowena, who does know, so he has her. But he doesn't think he can handle rejection from both Castiel and Sam right then. He's always been fragile. He's more aware of that than ever, and no matter how much he's tried to be strong and mature now, he knows what even a little bit of temper on his part can do.
He relaxes when Sam reassures him and it helps that he adds that no one can do that, because a part of him did fear it. He's always afraid of becoming Lucifer.]
I don't remember everything from that time, but I know I never fulfilled my end of the vision. [ It's said glumly, because he knows that it is what made Castiel trust him.] But I think maybe that's why my destiny is to kill Chuck. Maybe that's what it meant all along, and I'll finally have proved myself.
[ Jack has a fate, it was made pretty obvious by Chuck's death book. He was meant to do something no one else could. Perhaps that fate is the vision too.]
He's so sad, Sam, and I'm trying to take care of him, I'm trying to look after him like he would, but it's hard when he doesn't want me.
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Date: 2025-08-02 08:45 pm (UTC)But this Sam doesn't know about Mary. Jack is too afraid to tell him. Then they'll both reject him and he'll hide with Rowena, who does know, so he has her. But he doesn't think he can handle rejection from both Castiel and Sam right then. He's always been fragile. He's more aware of that than ever, and no matter how much he's tried to be strong and mature now, he knows what even a little bit of temper on his part can do.
He relaxes when Sam reassures him and it helps that he adds that no one can do that, because a part of him did fear it. He's always afraid of becoming Lucifer.]
I don't remember everything from that time, but I know I never fulfilled my end of the vision. [ It's said glumly, because he knows that it is what made Castiel trust him.] But I think maybe that's why my destiny is to kill Chuck. Maybe that's what it meant all along, and I'll finally have proved myself.
[ Jack has a fate, it was made pretty obvious by Chuck's death book. He was meant to do something no one else could. Perhaps that fate is the vision too.]
He's so sad, Sam, and I'm trying to take care of him, I'm trying to look after him like he would, but it's hard when he doesn't want me.