[ Sam's immediate concern for him is soothing, although not much can soothe him at the moment, but at least he still cares. Sam's always cared about him, from the moment he was born, he showed concern and kindness, and it became a beacon for Jack in those early days, someone he could hold onto and trust with Castiel dead. In many ways, Sam has been his center, the first person close to him, the first who showed him love. The only person who could have convinced him to put himself in the box, or the only person who Lucifer could use to try and squirm closer to him in the other universe. Sam Winchester.]
Castiel and I got into a terrible fight and we said some things and he yelled at me and he's afraid of me.
[ Jack is usually pretty calm from Sam's experience with him so far because he hasn't gotten to the worst of times for his kid, so seeing him unraveling like this, tears in his eyes, heartbroken, would be new. Sam would also know that Castiel is pretty much the only person who never feared Jack and always treated him gently.]
He said he was subjecting himself to me and indulging me, and he didn't want us to travel together because I couldn't control myself.
[ Which was fair, given the situation that led there, but Jack isn't thinking fairly or logically at the moment, he's having an emotional breakdown.]
And then he said something so terrible, I ... Sam, he sees me like Dean did, he thinks I'm a monster, I can see it, he will never love me.
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Date: 2025-07-30 03:07 am (UTC)Castiel and I got into a terrible fight and we said some things and he yelled at me and he's afraid of me.
[ Jack is usually pretty calm from Sam's experience with him so far because he hasn't gotten to the worst of times for his kid, so seeing him unraveling like this, tears in his eyes, heartbroken, would be new. Sam would also know that Castiel is pretty much the only person who never feared Jack and always treated him gently.]
He said he was subjecting himself to me and indulging me, and he didn't want us to travel together because I couldn't control myself.
[ Which was fair, given the situation that led there, but Jack isn't thinking fairly or logically at the moment, he's having an emotional breakdown.]
And then he said something so terrible, I ... Sam, he sees me like Dean did, he thinks I'm a monster, I can see it, he will never love me.